Doubling Up

Yesterday was one of the most hectic days I've had in a long time. I went to class from 10-12pm, then had to go to kharma at 1 and finish the script for my French presentation today. As Dustin and I were there, Shannon came in and said hi for a bit. I was going to go talk to her after we were finished but she left shortly after. Then I had the amazing task of trying to memorize two and a half pages of French in one day! I spent the following few hours trying to learn this stupid thing and the whole time I'm thinking about going out later in the night. So 8:30 roles around and Laura calls so I gather up Travis and Jennifer and went off to go get her at her place.

We went to The Olive Garden and pretty much just had a lot of fun. Travis and Jennifer said they really liked her and thought that she looked very comfortable around me. I told her when we said goodnight that if she ever wanted to hang out again that she should feel free to call me any time. Over all I had a good time and hey, that's all I can ask for.

By the time I got home I was so tired and just beat down that I crashed at about midnight only to wake up really early and begin to study my skit again. I think it went pretty well. It was so funny no one wanted to go after us. They all said, "geez how can we follow that!?!" It was great. Well, I guess I'm going to spend some time in kharma.

Lunch Again

So today I had lunch with Laura again. Things went well I think. We went to Mr. Chopsticks and I had the pork over rice and she had...something I can't remember. After we stayed there for about an hour I asked her if she wanted to come hang out in my house for a while so we came back to my room and hung out...for like 3 hours lol.

We are going to see each other again Monday night when me, her, Travis, and Jennifer all go out to dinner. Me and Travis talked about it yesterday and they both were on board so I asked her today and she said yes. So that should be really fun.

The Infamous Shannon

Today we got let out of history early, so I went and got my weekly comic books, and went to kharma to read. But when I got there I ran into an old friend of mine...Shannon!! Shannon, if you'll go back to my entry on July 5th, is a girl I had in a communication class a few semesters ago. After that class, I saw her at a Christmas party that me and Angelica went to. She was single, I was not. Then I ran into her on July 4th at a Party Amy and Josh took me too. I was single, she was not. Now today I find out that she is single, I am single. Unfortunately, she is single as of 2 weeks ago....Ouch.... So we talked about what its like to break up and all the crappiness that comes with it. Then I plugged my gig tonight and she said she might stop by and see us, so that would be awesome. As I did this summer after being dumped, she is trying to get a job and work a lot lately. She also said she might start coming to Kharma more often so I'll hopefully see her around. Turns out her ex is already seeing someone else and she's still trying to hang out with him! I don't know about you guys, but I have never been the one to be able to do that for very long. Even me and Desiree stopped hanging out after about a month of being broken up. Well, I wish her the best of luck on figuring out how to get over this guy because I've been single for almost 6 months now and still find moments when I have to slap my self for various reasons. Well, here's hoping we play well tonight and that a lot of people show up.

The Letter

This letter can be heard at the end of the song Violence by Blink 182. I think its pretty amazing so I thought I'd share it.

"My dearest, I've missed you very, very much since that last night we were together. And I'll hold that night especially in my memories for years to come. I've been turning it over and over in my mind lately. I've read your letter through at least four times, and will probably read it more times before I'm through. I've been sitting here, looking at your picture, and getting more homesick every minute. I've wanted that picture more than anything else I know of, except of course, you yourself. I keep thinking of you darling. I keep wishing I could be home with you. I want to leave in the worst possible way so I can come home to see you, but, things don't look so good on that subject. And this war has spoiled a lot of things for everyone I guess. I've never been so lonesome in my life as I am right now. I'm completely lost with out you darling. I never realized I could miss any one person so much. I just hope it won't be too much longer until I am able to be with you again, and live a sane and normal life."