As I slowly creep towards the 100th entry mark here, i take a second to reflect on some issues...ok just girls.

So, I was finally able to confirm certain things about my ex that I hoped weren't true, but ya they are. So, am I dissapointed in her, yes, but what can i say? Shes a crazy and now I have proof. I know of at least one person who reads this occasionally. Maybe a few others but I'm not sure. Anyways, I guess I'm just at a loss for words right now. None of what I found out tonight really matters in anyway shape or form. I already didn't like the guy and he pretty much knew I knew. No one is awake right now and I could use someone to talk to. Joseph is awake but..cant really talk to him much. Liesl is awake but hanging out with her guy so I wouldn't be able to pry her away, Kady is probably asleep or with her boy friend. Even Sebastion has a girl he is "talking with" now days. I must really be missing something about girls if he got one this summer. I guess sometimes I just dont understand the world. No one really understands everything of course, but I sure would like to have at least a better grasp on a few issues once in a while.

I wonder why Liesl never told me? Did she even know? She must have because they are good friends, ok i dont want to think about this anymore.

Kill'em All

tonight in kharma they played the entire Kill'em All album by Metallica from start to finish. This is Metallica's first and fastest album...

My dream finally came true: sitting in my favorite coffee shop listening to my favorite bands greatest album...

My Baby

My baby takes the morning train, she works from nine till five and then
She takes another home again to find me waitin' for her.

Pansy

I've noticed over this summer that my out-goingness towards women has seemed to have died off. I remember I was always the one in the dorm who would go talk to a girl sitting by her self, what happened to that? I even did it last summer but now I seem to just kinda let them go. Maybe its because they have never got me anywhere before. Out of all the girls I've been with, I didn't met any of them by randomly walking up to them and saying hey, they have all been just friends of a friend. Oh well, not like I have the money to date anyone right now anyway.