This is my first post in what will be probably the fourth time I've started up a journal online. Every journal I have ever had online have all ended the same way....unfinished because of a girl. The first time I had a live journal, it ended because the girls father was reading what I was saying. The second time it ended, I had been broken up with by my now ex girl friend and lost interest in it because I didn't want to be reminded of her. Third time was because the new girls father along with her father's spy, was reading it and reporting back. Not to mention all the numerous times I pissed people off and it came back to bite me in the ass. So here we go, my own personal journal that very few people will know about. This link is not in my aim name, which is new so her father wont know about it. This link is not on thefacebook, which he is also aware of. In fact, I'm not to sure how many people I even want to know about this AT ALL.
So what's on my mind right now, well I just got into a fight with Angelica because she feels we have been spending to much time together. She's probably right, but she did just last week try to hook up with someone else over me, so can she really blame me for wanting to be a little controlling?? Yea so what if I have issues about trust, so do a lot of people. I can only do the best I can and if that's not good enough then I'm sorry.
Well, that's about it for now. We'll see how this all goes.
Thursday, March 31, 2005
Saturday, February 19, 2005
Well, today I lost another girlfriend. And again, it was followed by a period of being away from each other. Only this time, instead of christmas break, it was me being out sick for a week with pnemonia. She says she likes someone else. So since her family was the reason i stoped typing in here to start with I can finaly say FUCK ALL YOU DENTON BIBLE PEOPLE!! You made my life miserable on more than one occasion.
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So even though its been raining for the past...2 weeks strait, the sun came out this morning for me :) Lets see if i can explain what happend..
Angelica came over and had lunch with me and then we hung out in my room. And when i say hung out, i mean she passed out on my bed for about 30min lol. After joseph came back and she woke up, we just hung around until she had to leave. Later as I was talking to her online, i asked if she wanted to go to Beth Marie's and she said yes! So we walked there....and yes desi you were right....it took 25min to walk there. Well we got ice cream and sat out side for a while. We went to the steps of the court house to hang out, but it started to poor down rain so we ran into Jupiter House. We ended up having to call Fran to get her to come get us. She was on call of course, so she sent Luis and Bryan to get us instead. After we got back we watched Shrek on my computer and then just.... kinda.... hung around i suppose..... Luckly i was able to get joseph to stay at Sons which i know owe twice! Man i dont know how im gonna pay you back but ill find a way i promise. I think we got like 2 hours of sleep. we both ended up waking up at 4:30 and just chilled until 7am. Well at some point during those hours we were awake i asked, "so can I say we are together now" and she said, "yes." I said, "can i say we are exclusively seeing each other?" She said, "well i dont see anyone else around." I laughed. So yes, I, once again, am the only one of the 3 Stewart boys with a gf.
Ok and heres the scary part, 2 days short of 2 years ago, me and desiree started to be official. Nov 26th was our starting date then, and today is Nov 24th. Anywayz, just thought that was kinda weird.
So horray for me! Travis told me yesterday if i got with her id have to keep this one. Well you know, you do what you do and hope for the best. So heres hopen:)
Angelica came over and had lunch with me and then we hung out in my room. And when i say hung out, i mean she passed out on my bed for about 30min lol. After joseph came back and she woke up, we just hung around until she had to leave. Later as I was talking to her online, i asked if she wanted to go to Beth Marie's and she said yes! So we walked there....and yes desi you were right....it took 25min to walk there. Well we got ice cream and sat out side for a while. We went to the steps of the court house to hang out, but it started to poor down rain so we ran into Jupiter House. We ended up having to call Fran to get her to come get us. She was on call of course, so she sent Luis and Bryan to get us instead. After we got back we watched Shrek on my computer and then just.... kinda.... hung around i suppose..... Luckly i was able to get joseph to stay at Sons which i know owe twice! Man i dont know how im gonna pay you back but ill find a way i promise. I think we got like 2 hours of sleep. we both ended up waking up at 4:30 and just chilled until 7am. Well at some point during those hours we were awake i asked, "so can I say we are together now" and she said, "yes." I said, "can i say we are exclusively seeing each other?" She said, "well i dont see anyone else around." I laughed. So yes, I, once again, am the only one of the 3 Stewart boys with a gf.
Ok and heres the scary part, 2 days short of 2 years ago, me and desiree started to be official. Nov 26th was our starting date then, and today is Nov 24th. Anywayz, just thought that was kinda weird.
So horray for me! Travis told me yesterday if i got with her id have to keep this one. Well you know, you do what you do and hope for the best. So heres hopen:)
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