Bitch

Time is a bitch. It seems like only yesterday I was moving into Bruce for the first time and had no idea about what was coming. It's hard to believe that since that day I've been through two girlfriends, two hall of the year awards, numerous friends who have come and gone, two other places of residence, I've seen more and done more than I ever thought I would and I'm only 23. Sometimes you stop and think about how much you have changed in the last few years. I would have to say that I have definitely changed since I was 18. I mean, having your heart broken and having your parents divorce will no doubt change a person. Am I better off though, that's the real question. I suppose in some ways I am. I'm wiser with who I give my heart to and more determined to get the hell out of this town. But maybe I am not as good off as I think. I used to be a lot more out going and friendly back then but now I'm more of a shut in. In large groups I don't speak up like I use to and I find it kinda hard to meet new people now days. Of course that may be because everyone around here is 4-5 years younger than I am. Aren't girls suppose to date older guys? It makes it all the more odd to see people hook up in a matter of days of knowing each other and then me having to go home alone. Everyone keeps saying, "just wait she'll come." Well that's great but none of that helps me now. I'm still sitting here by my self. I still go to bed alone night after night with the only person to keep me company being my Winnie the Pooh. *sigh* Bad enough Son is gone, but now everyone seems to be hooking up lately. What a shitty mood I'm in. Time is a bitch.

Pissy

You ever feel left out sometimes? That's how I feel tonight. Travis is going over to Jennifers, Joseph is going out with Nicole tonight (thanks to Heidi), Shelley is hanging out with Justin, Leisl is throwing someone a party, and you know what I get to do? Nothing. The breaks on my scooter snapped last night so I if I were to try to ride that to Kharma tonight things might be...well...dangerous. Imagine going down a hill at about 15mph on a scooter with no breaks. Now I could just walk it down all the hills but damn it this campus is so hilly that it would defeat the purpose of even taking it with me. Half the time I would have to walk it. Keith is going to come over on Sunday and see if he can fix it with a very small welding iron. So until then, I'm stuck here....again....home alone with my iBook. And will anyone care much? Will any of this change the fact Im trapped in this stupid place? No. So I hope everyone has a good evening.

Disney + Pixar = Steve Jobs + $$$$$$

Walt Disney today bought Pixar Animation Studios today for $7.9 billion. As you may know, Pixar has made such films as Toy Story, Finding Nemo, and The Incredibles. Steve Jobs, the CEO of Apple, also was the CEO of Pixar and as part of the deal has been given a chair on Disney's board of directors. Also because of the buy out, Steve Jobs becomes Disney's majority share holder! That means he ownes a larger percentage of Disney stock than anyone else does, which in turn gives him HUGE pull in the company. I wouldn't be surprised to see the relationship between Apple and Disney to start to grow very quickly.

Goverment Class

Today in goverment I will stay awake....I will stay awake...i will stay awake...I will stay awake....