Liesl's Sexy Party

Last night was Liesl's second dress up party. And I must say, while I still think the first one was better, I had a great time again. And to my wonderful surprise, a certain someone never showed...YAY! You have no idea how happy that made me. Joseph came along this time too. He said he had fun which is good and he met a lot of new people. I met this one girl there who was really cute, to bad she just wanted to go home and ended up getting kinda pissed at her friend so it killed her mood. I actually danced with Laura...It was awesome. I know I don't like to dance and she was freaking tall, but there is just something I do enjoy about having a girl that close and swaying to the music. awww. I'm pretty sure I looked good too last night in Travis' black button down he gave me. Liesl was of course looking very cute as was just about everyone there. And there is something about being dressed up and drinking wine with a lot of people that seems to add a new flavor to a party. It gives it a neat little twist that you can't get at a keg party. I hope Liesl has another party one day because I'm sure it will be a blast just like this one.

Posting...I'm posting...

Alright, so I had to re-live about the last year and half of my life twice in the past 24 hours or so and boy let me tell you, its never a pleasent experience. So much has happened over the last year that its hard to even discribe acturatly. Leisl wanted to see pictures of the ex so I sent them to her and kinda ran through some things with her. Then Nicole wanted to hear about the whole thing because we ran into her in Kharma tonight. Well about 20min later when I was done with the story, Nicole half felt bad for me and half wanted to kill me and joseph. I dont blame her, I mean we did some bad things during that time. But thats what happened so I'm not going to lie about or leave it out because it was a major part of the relationship. I'm by no means proud of what happened but I wont hide it if I'm asked.

I tried to ask Rachel to hang out today but as soon as class was over she like bolted out of the door. So I couldn't catch up with her in time. But wednesday, wednesday she is mine! hahaha. Boy I hope she never reads this. Damn its 1:30am and I have an 8am class. Maybe I should go to bed. eh...fine....

Ya Never Know...

Alright, I'm tired of looking at the word Bitchy at the top of my blog so I've decided to put a new one up. Lets see what can I talk about. So there's this girl in my French class who looks remarkably like Angelica. I even thought it was her the first time she caught my eye. I finally found out her name today, it's Rachel. I didn't get a last name so I can't facebook her unless I want to try and comb through the 144 Rachel's I found. She seems really nice and is of course cute, but just the very idea that she reminds me of Angelica might be cause for alarm. Joseph told me to not even try to start to talk to her besides in class for fear that her resemblance to an ex would...well...cloud my better judgement. There may be some truth in that but since when do guys ever follow other guys advice about girls. Leisl's party is a week from tonight so that will be awesome I'm sure. Her last one was very cool and I can't wait to get to this one. Hopefully everyone there will be just as nice and as friendly as last time. I also got invited to a party by a girl named Kelly today. Shes moving into a new place next month and said that she will "definitely keep me informed." So that's pretty cool.

Supergrover practiced the other day. First time we had played together in months. It felt good to play with everyone again. Play real songs with a real band ya know? We are going to do Bruce Jam this semester I promise. I'm pretty sure this will be our last chance since well, Travis is probably going to move off to bigger and better things and who knows where Brandon will be. Ok this is a sad topic, lets move on.

I'm also trying to start up my web page again. This time using my new iLife application called iWeb. It is a very easy to use application but doesn't really do a lot of what I would like. Its like web page creation for dummies. And after making my last page in FrontPage, this seems like a breeze, almost to breezy. But oh well, I'll make the best of it for now and hope that the second version which should come out next year will be better. Ok well that's it now for now.

Bitch

Time is a bitch. It seems like only yesterday I was moving into Bruce for the first time and had no idea about what was coming. It's hard to believe that since that day I've been through two girlfriends, two hall of the year awards, numerous friends who have come and gone, two other places of residence, I've seen more and done more than I ever thought I would and I'm only 23. Sometimes you stop and think about how much you have changed in the last few years. I would have to say that I have definitely changed since I was 18. I mean, having your heart broken and having your parents divorce will no doubt change a person. Am I better off though, that's the real question. I suppose in some ways I am. I'm wiser with who I give my heart to and more determined to get the hell out of this town. But maybe I am not as good off as I think. I used to be a lot more out going and friendly back then but now I'm more of a shut in. In large groups I don't speak up like I use to and I find it kinda hard to meet new people now days. Of course that may be because everyone around here is 4-5 years younger than I am. Aren't girls suppose to date older guys? It makes it all the more odd to see people hook up in a matter of days of knowing each other and then me having to go home alone. Everyone keeps saying, "just wait she'll come." Well that's great but none of that helps me now. I'm still sitting here by my self. I still go to bed alone night after night with the only person to keep me company being my Winnie the Pooh. *sigh* Bad enough Son is gone, but now everyone seems to be hooking up lately. What a shitty mood I'm in. Time is a bitch.