Winter Guard is cool!

I worked Saturday at my schools winter guard competition. You know the girls that twirl the flags in a marching band, well, they have their own competitions and they are called winter guards. I was a guide this year, which means I showed around the visiting team and guided them to their rooms, the warm up area, and the competition area. Luckily, I got assigned to Lewisville High School. I stayed with them for 5 hours and they won first place!!

They were so nice to me too!! They gave me some cookies that they had brought along and they talked to me and were really realy nice!! Not to mention they were 30 girls all in tights, jumping up and down right in front of me!! YEAH!!! I bought them 2 flowers to show them how much fun I had with them that day and to thank them for coming. All the girls gave me hugs and they let me sit with them when they called out the awards!! We were all so happy when they won 1st place. It was realy really fun and I might actually come back next year just to take Lewisville again lol. I'll never forget them.

give me money!!!

Well another day is gone and I am one step closer to graduating! apparently this is where things get really expensive. I have $17 for my NHS collar for my graduation robe, I have $40 for prom tickets, $23 for a senior t-shirt, $30 for senior picnic, and not to mention I am still trying to have a life here! I am accepting donations, so If you want to mail me money, just IM me and I'll give you my address.

Courtney and Michael

Two kids from my school died over the weekend and both of them were my age. I had seen one of them in the halls often, but never really knew who she was. The other kid, Michael, I didn't know at all. It's really odd how you can be looking at someone one day and know that they are gone now. We were all pretty sad at school, even those who didn't know them. I kinda wish I could of gone to the funeral, but because I didn't know them very well, I would of been out of place. My prayers go out to the families and I'll always remember the lives that we have lost.

Would you please take the time to tell someone you love them and that you do care because they may not be here tomorrow.

Its over

Spring Break of 2001 is over now, for me anywayz. I must admit it didn't end the way I had thought. Not only did I not go do anything, I also damaged, if not destroyed a friendship I had with someone who is a good friend. I hope we can work things out, but I don't know if she wants to now or not. I guess I'll find out on Sunday. I hope she does though and I am really sorry. I hope she had a good time yesterday at Six Flags at least, because I know it was funnier than what I did. Well, I'll write back soon and tell you how it goes.

Today

I will get out and do something to day if it kills me. This is spring break for crying out loud and I haven't stepped out of the house yet. I caught my ex-gf online last night and.....well....lets just say revenge is sweet. I also met Nicoles boy friend yesterday, who I found out lives in NC and she is in FL. I must say that this is probably the most intellectual guy I've ever had a conversation with. He seems to bring out the wise parts in me because I was making up these quotes just left and right while we were talking. They seem really happy together and I'm sure they will be as soon as they are together. Well, time to go live this day and make the best of it.

Holy crap!

I just got done pulling my entire computer apart because that little piece of a floppy disk broke off inside of the A: drive!! I had to literally pry it out and now it wont read disks. And to make things worse, now, the CD drive makes a weird noise when you open and close it!!! Well, I'll just go break something now. J/K.

Hanging By A Moment

This is a song called Hanging by a Moment by Lifehouse. Its a really great song and the words are awesome. If I were you I would download it off of napster. So here is the chorus:

I'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you.

I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
and I don't know what I'm diving in to
just hanging by a moment here with you

Dear God

You know what? Girls suck! Geez, no wonder so many guys are gay now! Its because they can't take this anymore! Girls are so confusing and deceptive and they make you think things you don't really wanna think. I don't get it, they piss you off and you yell at them, but they find a way to make you seem like the bad guy and you actually start to feel bad!!!! Is that not the most messed up thing ever?!?! Well, I better go to bed. I need to relax and think about some things. Liz, if your reading this, I glad you got things worked out.

Another day is gone and guess this one ended a little better than the last one. True, I am still alone and with no one to talk to, but I think I'll be ok eventually. Nicole and her bf are in a fight and I hope everything gets worked out. I know I probably shouldn't get involved but I left a message on her journal saying that they should both just say they are sorry and move on. I hope this doesn't back fire on me like it did a few years ago, but that's a different couple and a different time. Well, maybe I'll write in here before I go to bed, if not, then good night.

Good morning everyone! Another day to spend doing nothing at home on my spring break vacation, YEA!! I slept on the couch again last night just because I could. I actually think its more comfortable than my bed is, go figure. Anywayz, I hope you all have a great day and I will write soon.

Well this sucks! to make things a little more worse, my other friend Nina, who is 14, got asked out for the third time in her life today and I've haven't even been asked out yet! What is wrong with this picture I ask?? I'll tell you what's wrong....my life is miserable!! When God made me, he broke the mold all right, right before he made me!!! Now I'm going to go to bed a sad and lonely little man with no girlfriend and no one to talk to.

Well, another day is gone and another day I go with out a girlfriend. Oh well, that's what college is for!! I heard a cool quote today so I thought I would put it one here:

Smart people learn to use their talents; Happy people learn to accept their flaws.

Nicole

I talked to Nicole (one of my journal friends) for the first time in a long time. She seems really cool and funny. I'm sure we are gonna have some good conversations and I'm glad I found a nice person online for once. TTYL

Good morning!! I woke up feeling very refreshed and awake today, probably due to the fact that I have no school!! I love Spring Break!! I'm looking forward to doing nothing all day so I'll write soon. TTYL

Well, it's been a while since I last wrote in here, but I'm happy to say that I'm back. Things got really weird with my now ex-girlfriend and we dont ever talk to each other so now is all good to write in here again. I missed writing online like I use to so I will do this untill I leave for college in Aug. I'm on spring break this week so I'll write in here alot. I better get going, its kinda late. TTYL