As I slowly creep towards the 100th entry mark here, i take a second to reflect on some issues...ok just girls.

So, I was finally able to confirm certain things about my ex that I hoped weren't true, but ya they are. So, am I dissapointed in her, yes, but what can i say? Shes a crazy and now I have proof. I know of at least one person who reads this occasionally. Maybe a few others but I'm not sure. Anyways, I guess I'm just at a loss for words right now. None of what I found out tonight really matters in anyway shape or form. I already didn't like the guy and he pretty much knew I knew. No one is awake right now and I could use someone to talk to. Joseph is awake but..cant really talk to him much. Liesl is awake but hanging out with her guy so I wouldn't be able to pry her away, Kady is probably asleep or with her boy friend. Even Sebastion has a girl he is "talking with" now days. I must really be missing something about girls if he got one this summer. I guess sometimes I just dont understand the world. No one really understands everything of course, but I sure would like to have at least a better grasp on a few issues once in a while.

I wonder why Liesl never told me? Did she even know? She must have because they are good friends, ok i dont want to think about this anymore.