My birthday is in 11 days and I'm not quite sure how to take it. I'll be 24 and I'm pretty sure that by almost everyone standards that really makes me an adult. Although, I really dont feel like one yet. Maybe its because I've spent most of my life not being an adult that it will just take time to get use to. My mom said that it took her a while to think of her self as one. It's hard to believe that I have really been in this town for 6 years now. It really does seem like yesterday I was just showing up with all my stuff. I try not to think about people or places or things because it just makes me sad. I just keep reminding my self that one day I'll be the one to go too.
In two days I have helped celebrate two birthdays, Liesl's and Ted's. Liesl's was the most fun because I actually got to go to a real party with people my age and hang out. Ted's was at the Olive Garden and was pretty much full of loud kids who cant really control them selves in public yet. I'm not saying I didn't have a good time, there were just times that I had to get up from the table I was so embarrassed by their actions. Thats what I get for going to dinner with about 14 kids.
If there is one thing this blog does, it makes me feel a little better. I'm not sure why but I guess it just gets me to ramble on enough that I forget what was really bothering me before hand.
I got my credit card payed off last week. YAYAYAYAYAY!!!! So nice to be debt free.
Well we are almost to November and if my college streak is to stay intact, I should be meeting a girl any day now that will become my next girlfriend. For those of you who dont know, my only two girlfriends EVER became official on the day before Thanksgiving break of even number years, 2 years apart. Desiree was Nov 23rd 2002 and Angelica was Nov 24th 2004. So watch out ladies, my eyes are open and I'm very much paying attention.
