It's So Weird

You know, I dont know why we get that feeling. You know that feeling. The feeling like you want to sit in a room with all the lights off, put some deep, thoughtful music on, and just relax for a while. Maybe I'm just still tired from the day. I did have to take an hour power nap at Mandy's just so I could have enough energy to get through Public Speaking today. I didn't even do much today really. In Performance of Lit I had a 2 minute speech and then did nothing besides watch everyone else. In french all we did was watch a movie and in public speaking we just got into a group and wrote a fake speech outline.

After our Apple Users Group meeting, I came home to an empty house and just sat with my cat and listened to some music in the living room. I know now why my roommate keeps doing the same thing. I think it's more peaceful down here than up in our rooms. I never take the time to just listen anymore. I'm not really listening for anything really, just listening to silence I guess. Listening to the sounds of my neighbor's kids running up the stairs or to the drip of the kitchen sink that never stops. Listening to the sound of my keys typing or of my cat purring next to me. I'm glad I have a cat again. its nice to have something friendly to come home to that does nothing but want affection from me.

Maybe its the rain. I need sun shine for crying out loud! Everyone is sick except for me, that stupid Valentines Day is coming up on wednesday and of course I'm STILL single for the 3rd year in a row.... horray. It's a stupid holiday anyway.

If this weekend did anything, it helped me to see that God isn't going to leave me high and dry with no friends left here in Denton. I have been worrying for a while that as my friends leave this town, I would be left with no one to talk to. I guess God has a way of slapping you in the face sometime. Desiree told me last week that she has always noticed how I can make new friends so quickly even when others can't. Well, its 10pm and I'm tired. Maybe I'll go bed early tonight and see what happens. Later.

For Future Referense

Ok im going to write this down because if I dont I know I'm going to forget so much stuff.

Friday - Went to Lucky Lou's with Dawn where way to many people bought me drinks and Liesl came to take me home. Bethany, a girl from public speaking IMed me so we talked until 3am.

Saturday - woke up and watched Barack Obama announce he is running for president. Then decided to go with Bethany take our extra credit library tour for our public speaking class. When that fell through, we went to meet her friends from back home and went to jimmy johns. Then we all went back to her place and played Guitar Hero II. Then went to Hooligans, out to dinner, then to Texas Jive (which was lame), then back to her place for more Guitar Hero II and finally crashed on the couch. I slept like crap because her guy friend snores like a chain-saw.

Sunday - Wake up and decide to go out side for some air. Five seconds later, Bethany comes out and asks, "your not walking home are you?" I say no and we go back inside and talk about WoW for a while. Then, we all decide to go have lunch when their friend gets into town. In the mean time, Bethany comes to my place with me so I can shower, shave and change clothes. Three hours later her friends gets here so we go eat at the newly located Mr. Chopsticks. Then we go back to Chili's for desert. I dont know why we had to go to another place, but we did. At this point its 5:30pm and I am dead tired because I haven't slept well since Thursday night. Bethany and I decide its time for us to go home. I'm at home for like an hour and a half when Joseph calls and decides to pick me up for Battlestar night. Needless to say I didn't get home until midnight.

I am dead tired. I am going to sleep.