This is my first post in what will be probably the fourth time I've started up a journal online. Every journal I have ever had online have all ended the same way....unfinished because of a girl. The first time I had a live journal, it ended because the girls father was reading what I was saying. The second time it ended, I had been broken up with by my now ex girl friend and lost interest in it because I didn't want to be reminded of her. Third time was because the new girls father along with her father's spy, was reading it and reporting back. Not to mention all the numerous times I pissed people off and it came back to bite me in the ass. So here we go, my own personal journal that very few people will know about. This link is not in my aim name, which is new so her father wont know about it. This link is not on thefacebook, which he is also aware of. In fact, I'm not to sure how many people I even want to know about this AT ALL.
So what's on my mind right now, well I just got into a fight with Angelica because she feels we have been spending to much time together. She's probably right, but she did just last week try to hook up with someone else over me, so can she really blame me for wanting to be a little controlling?? Yea so what if I have issues about trust, so do a lot of people. I can only do the best I can and if that's not good enough then I'm sorry.
Well, that's about it for now. We'll see how this all goes.
