"but i do have the answer to your question - i know why you keep yourself alive. one of the greatest and most beautiful things about human nature is our element of curiousity. without it there would be no urpose in life, b/c we wouldnt care about anything. but were curious, and we do care, so we keep going. all of us. its the reason we manage to drag ourselves out of bed in the morning. its the reason we dont jump out of the window of the bedroom. and its the reason that we keep trying, over and over and over again, even after we get hurt worse than we ever thought possible, b/c somewhere out there is this idea that has been planted in our brain that life really is worth it and there is something that is worth living for. and b/c were curious and want to know, we keep on going. that is why you keep yourself alive."
Thank you Christina for your personal insight into life.