YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So even though its been raining for the past...2 weeks strait, the sun came out this morning for me :) Lets see if i can explain what happend..

Angelica came over and had lunch with me and then we hung out in my room. And when i say hung out, i mean she passed out on my bed for about 30min lol. After joseph came back and she woke up, we just hung around until she had to leave. Later as I was talking to her online, i asked if she wanted to go to Beth Marie's and she said yes! So we walked there....and yes desi you were right....it took 25min to walk there. Well we got ice cream and sat out side for a while. We went to the steps of the court house to hang out, but it started to poor down rain so we ran into Jupiter House. We ended up having to call Fran to get her to come get us. She was on call of course, so she sent Luis and Bryan to get us instead. After we got back we watched Shrek on my computer and then just.... kinda.... hung around i suppose..... Luckly i was able to get joseph to stay at Sons which i know owe twice! Man i dont know how im gonna pay you back but ill find a way i promise. I think we got like 2 hours of sleep. we both ended up waking up at 4:30 and just chilled until 7am. Well at some point during those hours we were awake i asked, "so can I say we are together now" and she said, "yes." I said, "can i say we are exclusively seeing each other?" She said, "well i dont see anyone else around." I laughed. So yes, I, once again, am the only one of the 3 Stewart boys with a gf.

Ok and heres the scary part, 2 days short of 2 years ago, me and desiree started to be official. Nov 26th was our starting date then, and today is Nov 24th. Anywayz, just thought that was kinda weird.

So horray for me! Travis told me yesterday if i got with her id have to keep this one. Well you know, you do what you do and hope for the best. So heres hopen:)

What a weekend

Well this has been a pretty damn good weekend. I hung out with a really cool girl named Angelica for alot of it. Shes from Josephs home town and they were both in band together all through highschool. We had a couple of really long talks this weekend about some pretty deep stuff. Nothing im gonna go into ofcourse, but it did get me to thinking. And you guys know what happends when Patrick thinks to much...I start to day dream about how certain things may play out. So in my head i was reviewing the conversation I just had with her and after she told me her story she said, "im sure you think im crazy now lol" I said no and told her that its always good to know that im not the only one with things in my life i need to work on, or something like that. What i could have said was our problems make us who we are and shape us into better people. No one is happy all the time and no one has no probelms, there are just people who have more than others. Anywayz, since she doesn't know about this journal i can pretty much say that im definitly going to be hanging out with her more often. You should see her pictures...wow... Travis met her the other night and he said that if i wasn't already interested he definitly would be. Well to bad sucker!! hehe jk. Anyways, i have a long paper to write so i need to get back to it. I just thought that id write in here about this for future reference. You never know when someone is gonna ask you, when was the first time we really hung out anyway? I know ive had several people ask me that.

METALLICA!!!

I have seen the faces of my gods....and their names are Metallica!! This show was way better than the last show i saw. First off, I could actualy see the band this time. Second, I got to rock out with someone who was just as big a fan as I am, Laura Patchsky (ya i know i probably spelled that wrong). Also, they played 3 out of thd 4 songs i really wanted to hear this show: Fade to black, No Leaf Clover, and I dissapear. The one they didn't play was whiskey in the Jar, but i knew that was pushing it a bit. Also it was Kirks bday tomorrow, so they all pied him tonight. It was so funny. Its also kinda weird how the last show i saw them it was James' bday, and this time its kirks. Maybe next year it will be Larz' turn. Well here is the set list. Rock on forever guys.

Blackened
Fuel
The Memory Remains
No Leaf Clover
Frantic
Turn The Page (i couldn't believe they played this. it was so random to hear it, but sooo bad ass)
Wherever I May Roam
The God That Failed
Fade To Black (my favorite song that i finaly got to hear)
Sad But True
Fight Fire With Fire
- - - -
I Disappear
Nothing Else Matters (I almost cried when this came on...again)
Master Of Puppets
One
Enter Sandman
- - - -
Disposable Heroes
Seek And Destroy

Blast!!!

I download Metallica's documentary that came out in theaters called Metallica:Some Kind of Monster. It took about 2 days to download and I stayed up until about 4:30am watching it only to find out that the last 9 minutes of the movie is missing!!!! Now ive already seen it, but i want my 9 minutes damn it!! So i have to go search for at least the second half of the film to see if i can find that missing part and paste them together to make one big file. Well anyways... 8 days and counting!! I also found out from Dustin where our seats are for the show. I had originaly been told they were on the 9th row, well they are on the 9th row......... of section 211. Which isn't bad nessesarily, just farther away that i had thought they were. I do appreciate the fact that Anna got online and bought the tickets for us, but next time, i think im buying the tickets for everyone so we get them as soon as they go on sale and not 2 days later.

CRAP!!!

AH GOD DAMMIT!!! Kerry just conceded!! And I just updated this like 20min ago!! Well never mind my first entry about Oh

still 14 days........

Election!!

Well SHit! Damn that George Bush! After all the "get out the vote" stuff and talk of huge turn outs nothing really happend differently. Bush still got Florida and chances are he will get Ohio too. Unfortunitly, Kerry isn't ready to give up yet, so we have to wait a few weeks until they count all the provisional ballots. I sware if Kerry pulls this off still its going to be one of the biggest slaps in the face :) Which is fine by me

I went to a watching party last night but they didn't have cable and even though there were alot of girls there who were half way to being drunk, me and joseph decided it still sucked so we came back to the room and just watched the rest of it here on CNN. I still need to work out housing payments or something. I dont know how this is going to work out this time, it just seems like money is never in my favor. If we get some more money in one place, we loose it in another so we can never get ahead. Oh well, im sure it will work out in the end like it always does.

Anyway, I suppose thats about it. 14 days until METALLICA!!!!!

Ok since Laura mentioned me in her's, i will mention her in mine :) Laura and I ate lunch yesterday and it was fun. She is a really cool girl and I like hanging out with her.

There ya go :)