Sunday, July 23, 2006
Ya know.
Ya know, Im really pissed off right now. not because of the roommate situation but because of something else. I can't get this girl out of my head and its all her best friends fault! Fuck! Not to mention my BRAND NEW scooter's chain came off tonight so I had to call her to take me home from the party............AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! God is totally playing games with me right now. What a bitch.
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
Hours
I've had 2 hours of sleep and I am very pissed off...thanks Travis. I appreciate it you fucking asshole.
Monday, July 17, 2006
Conversation #1
Girl) Hi :)
Boy) Hey there
Girl) how you been?
Boy) Good.
Girl) ) You mind if we talk for a bit?
Boy) Sure. About anything in particular or just whatever?
Girl) Actually there was one thing I wanted to talk to you about.
Boy) Ok, im listening.
Girl) I heard you found out about us.
Boy) Well, come on, it wasn't hard to see. I had known for a while but just had someone else tell me about it finally.
Girl) Oh. really? Well, I hope it doesn't effect your friendship with him.
Boy) I haven't had a friendship with him in years.
Girl) Well, does it bother you any?
Boy) Not really. What bothers me is that your cheating on your boyfriend with him. I must say that I was pretty damn surprised to find that out. I never took you for a girl who would cheat.
Girl) .......... well............I dont know what to say. It just kinda happened and know I dont know what to do.
Boy) Listen, cheating on people is wrong, you know that. If you like your bf, then stop cheating on him please. If you want to go be with other guys then let him know that and maybe you guys can have an open relationship or you should just stop seeing him. Its not fair to him.
Girl) I know....Do you ever think about how things use to be?
Boy) Honestly, ya sometimes. But it was a year and a half ago.
Girl) Wow has it really been that long? It doesn't seem like it has.
Boy) Ya i know. Almost feels like it was yesterday.
Girl) Well, i should probably get going. I'll see you around.
Boy) I'm always around.
Boy) Hey there
Girl) how you been?
Boy) Good.
Girl) ) You mind if we talk for a bit?
Boy) Sure. About anything in particular or just whatever?
Girl) Actually there was one thing I wanted to talk to you about.
Boy) Ok, im listening.
Girl) I heard you found out about us.
Boy) Well, come on, it wasn't hard to see. I had known for a while but just had someone else tell me about it finally.
Girl) Oh. really? Well, I hope it doesn't effect your friendship with him.
Boy) I haven't had a friendship with him in years.
Girl) Well, does it bother you any?
Boy) Not really. What bothers me is that your cheating on your boyfriend with him. I must say that I was pretty damn surprised to find that out. I never took you for a girl who would cheat.
Girl) .......... well............I dont know what to say. It just kinda happened and know I dont know what to do.
Boy) Listen, cheating on people is wrong, you know that. If you like your bf, then stop cheating on him please. If you want to go be with other guys then let him know that and maybe you guys can have an open relationship or you should just stop seeing him. Its not fair to him.
Girl) I know....Do you ever think about how things use to be?
Boy) Honestly, ya sometimes. But it was a year and a half ago.
Girl) Wow has it really been that long? It doesn't seem like it has.
Boy) Ya i know. Almost feels like it was yesterday.
Girl) Well, i should probably get going. I'll see you around.
Boy) I'm always around.
Sunday, July 16, 2006
Innocent
One day you'll have to let it go, you'll have to let it go...no
one day you'll stand up on your own, you'll stand up on your own.
Remember loosing hope, remember feeling low
remember all those feelings and the day they stopped.
we are, we are all innocent. we are all innocent...we are, we are
we are, we are all innocent. we are all innocent...we are, we are
one day you'll stand up on your own, you'll stand up on your own.
Remember loosing hope, remember feeling low
remember all those feelings and the day they stopped.
we are, we are all innocent. we are all innocent...we are, we are
we are, we are all innocent. we are all innocent...we are, we are
Saturday, July 15, 2006
Friday, July 14, 2006
As I slowly creep towards the 100th entry mark here, i take a second to reflect on some issues...ok just girls.
So, I was finally able to confirm certain things about my ex that I hoped weren't true, but ya they are. So, am I dissapointed in her, yes, but what can i say? Shes a crazy and now I have proof. I know of at least one person who reads this occasionally. Maybe a few others but I'm not sure. Anyways, I guess I'm just at a loss for words right now. None of what I found out tonight really matters in anyway shape or form. I already didn't like the guy and he pretty much knew I knew. No one is awake right now and I could use someone to talk to. Joseph is awake but..cant really talk to him much. Liesl is awake but hanging out with her guy so I wouldn't be able to pry her away, Kady is probably asleep or with her boy friend. Even Sebastion has a girl he is "talking with" now days. I must really be missing something about girls if he got one this summer. I guess sometimes I just dont understand the world. No one really understands everything of course, but I sure would like to have at least a better grasp on a few issues once in a while.
I wonder why Liesl never told me? Did she even know? She must have because they are good friends, ok i dont want to think about this anymore.
So, I was finally able to confirm certain things about my ex that I hoped weren't true, but ya they are. So, am I dissapointed in her, yes, but what can i say? Shes a crazy and now I have proof. I know of at least one person who reads this occasionally. Maybe a few others but I'm not sure. Anyways, I guess I'm just at a loss for words right now. None of what I found out tonight really matters in anyway shape or form. I already didn't like the guy and he pretty much knew I knew. No one is awake right now and I could use someone to talk to. Joseph is awake but..cant really talk to him much. Liesl is awake but hanging out with her guy so I wouldn't be able to pry her away, Kady is probably asleep or with her boy friend. Even Sebastion has a girl he is "talking with" now days. I must really be missing something about girls if he got one this summer. I guess sometimes I just dont understand the world. No one really understands everything of course, but I sure would like to have at least a better grasp on a few issues once in a while.
I wonder why Liesl never told me? Did she even know? She must have because they are good friends, ok i dont want to think about this anymore.
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
Kill'em All
tonight in kharma they played the entire Kill'em All album by Metallica from start to finish. This is Metallica's first and fastest album...
My dream finally came true: sitting in my favorite coffee shop listening to my favorite bands greatest album...
My dream finally came true: sitting in my favorite coffee shop listening to my favorite bands greatest album...
Monday, July 10, 2006
My Baby
My baby takes the morning train, she works from nine till five and then
She takes another home again to find me waitin' for her.
She takes another home again to find me waitin' for her.
Pansy
I've noticed over this summer that my out-goingness towards women has seemed to have died off. I remember I was always the one in the dorm who would go talk to a girl sitting by her self, what happened to that? I even did it last summer but now I seem to just kinda let them go. Maybe its because they have never got me anywhere before. Out of all the girls I've been with, I didn't met any of them by randomly walking up to them and saying hey, they have all been just friends of a friend. Oh well, not like I have the money to date anyone right now anyway.
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