100th Entry

this journal entry marks my 100th entry in live journal since i started back in oct of 2000. Yea I know, it took me 3 years to get to 100, but there are like gaps of a few months sometimes.

I wrote Ashley and Stephanie letters today during math. We were just reviewing so I was very bored. I slipped Stephanie's letter into her folder during band and I just gave Ashley hers. I couldn't think of any thing cool to do for her. So, yea, band banquet asking time is coming up pretty soon. Man I dont know, it could go both ways. Every time I'm around both of them thats what Im thinking about. I'll probably end up asking Stephanie, but I said that about Ashley a few weeks ago. It should be interesting to see who I go with. If you have any idea of who I should go with, let me know.

SHE was here again last night. I got to really take a look at her for a while and shes lost some weight over the summer. Shes definitly a little skinnier in the arms and in the waist now. Her hair though....wow....maybe it was because last nights theme was pimps and hoes so she had her hair up all weird. She was still here around 1am last night when i came back to my room. Bitch. Ok, thats about it for now.

Sunday = fun day

Today is a pretty good day. I woke up at 7am to go to church with Stephanie. I had the hardest time getting to sleep last night too. I dont know what it was. Maybe my roommate kept me up with his typing, but that usualy wont keep me up. I suppose I was just excited about today. I wore my nice blue suit and tie with out the coat. She said I looked "really nice" in it. That pretty much made my day right there lol. Her church is pretty cool and I wish I could go back more often, but my job calls. I had to take off untill 1pm just to go with her this morning. I thought she was crying towards the end of the sermon when this guy got up and shared his testimony but i wasn't shure. So at one point i did the hand on the shoulder thing. Turns out she WASN'T crying, so i felt stupid....again.... I need to stop doing that around her.

After church we caught up with her parents and little brother and went to go eat. Again it was cool to talk to her parents again. They are so cool. And its a good idea to spend time with the parents ;) They seem to like me pretty well whenever I see them. Unfortunitly, I had to call Travis to come in untill about 2 cuz i wasn't gonna make it back in time. Thankfully, he said he'd cover for me. All I had to do was get him lunch, which i didn't end up paying for anywayz cuz her parents did. I tried to pay for it, but they wouldn't let me, and I dont want to be rude, so thank you Mr. Womack.

Anywayz, this stephanie thing is starting to turn out pretty well, I think after 2 more weeks of this I'll definitly know if I should ask her to band banquet or ask Ashley. I was leaning towards Ashley, but now I think im totaly leaning the other way. And hey, I dont want to rush anything, and I can tell that shes not totaly into me yet, so I think I can keep things here for a while and see how they play out. Well thats about it, I'll keep you posted.

late night thought

Ok, ever wonder how things get so bad with certain people. For example, at what point in my life did me and desiree deside to stop talking and utterly hate each other? Probably when i puplicaly humiliated her infront of about 30 people who knew her in the lobby with a song i wrote about her. Anyway, it was just a thought.

ok i got nothing...except a song

Well, I was suppose to go see a sneak preview of Tx Chainsaw Massacure tonight, but for some reason the film never made it to denton. So, we waited in line for 3 hours for nothing. The only thing we did get was a $5 gift cirtificate thats not even enough to pay for 1 movie. We ended up seeing Matchstick Men which was pretty cool, but I had used my ONE free miss in band today in order to see TX Chainsaw Massacure. They said they would show it tomorrow, but Im not going back there again. I cant waist 2 nights in a row.

I thought of a new song I can play for Bruce Jam this year. Instead of playing short people like I've done every time, I'll play Its Not Easy Being Green. Its a song that Kermit the Frog sang on the mummets a long time ago. I think alot of people will recognize it, and its cute so maybe it will help me with "the ladies"...well more like...the one certain lady...if i can ever get her out there to see me. Here are the lyrics.

It's not that easy bein' green
Having to spend each day the color of the leaves
When I think it could be nicer being red or yellow or gold
Or something much more colorful like that

It's not easy bein' green
It seems you blend in with so many other ordinary things
And people tend to pass you over 'cause you're
Not standing out like flashy sparkles in the water
Or stars in the sky


But green's the color of Spring
And green can be cool and friendly-like
And green can be big like an ocean
Or important like a mountain
Or tall like a tree

When green is all there is to be
It could make you wonder why
But why wonder, why wonder?
I am green and it'll do fine
It's beautiful!
And I think it's what I want to be