Feed me Semore........Feed Me!!

Man, I need a girl.  Maybe its just because I have to sit in this house day after day after day after day after day after day....... alone most of the day and the only company I ever really have is my Mom and her 31 year old roommate.  I cant really tell if its the physical part of me talking or the emotional part or both.  I guess both because I mean what guy doesn't want to get laid every now again............ok all the time.............. but i also just want a girl to  be there and chill with and know that hey she really digs me over every other guy.  I need to feel important again.  Not that I consider my self unimportant now cuz I dont, i have friends and family and thats totaly cool and I cant imagine what I'd do with out them,  but you know what i mean.

Every year I start school with one thing in mind when it comes to girls, get a girlfriend or at least get laid.  So far, that has happend 2 out of 3 years.  Not to bad for a guy of my..............stature.............. and for a guy that never had anything close to a gf in high school, but I've got to get back into the swing of things.  The best opportunity I had last year I totaly threw away because I was fucking blind and was thinking with my dick and not my head.  Well I learned my lesson after she stoped talking to me all together.

Maybe I should do what I did my 1st year which was just show up and do school and just see if one comes along instead of looking for one.  Cuz I still got one that year.  Second year I came looking for one and got one.  Third year came looking for one and almost kinda got one, but I guess all the crap that was still going on in my life from that summer and what was being carried over from that last semester just needed to be dealt with and fixed before I could really move on.  So maybe that was why nothing ever happend.  Well, only a few more weeks until I get back and see how my luck turns out this year.  Wish me luck.