its very hard sometimes to keep a cool head about Bethany. In my past relationships, and this isn't even an official one yet, we always rushed right into it. But this time things are moving at a very different pace. I find it fustraitingly healthy. I want to run kinda full speed into it and start defining everything and putting a label on it and change my facebook status but I know I can't because she would freak out.
And i ask my self, am i not happy with the way things are now? Of course I'm happy. And so what if she backs out in a week or two and decides this isn't what she wants. I'll just got back to being my self again and keep looking for the right girl. I'm not in love with her or anything. I'm not even her bf, so I could still pull out of this two if I feel something isn't going right.
I guess its better this way. You know, having a normal relationship where we date for a while, then label it as going out weeks down the road. Patience is the key here Patrick.
Patience.
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