Liesl is leaving in a little over a week and is throwing her goodbye party on friday. I'm taking Bethany so they will at least get to meet once before I lose Liesl for 5 months. I hope this turns out well. I haven't taken a girl to a party since I took Angelica to Brendan's bday party. The most I remember about that night is we went home and had sex in like 3 different rooms in the house and took a bath together. What a crazy night. Well for my relationships sake, lets hope things dont get quite that crazy friday.

You had a talk with Bethany two days ago about the physical side of relationships. You started to grab her butt and pull it closer to you and you took off her jacket and had your hand up her shirt. You took it to far dude and probably ruined your future make out sessions for a while.

Remember, you like Bethany, not just Bethany's body. She is more than her looks and her boobs and her ass. She is so much more than that to you. She is a great girl and if you screw this one up you'll never forgive your self. Pray about it and keep in mind that God is calling you to be a good man this time. Don't scare her away simply because you want to cop a feel once or twice. Remember, no neck kissing from here on either. Your hands stay off of her body unless its touching her arm or face or some other normally unsexual body part.

DO NOT MESS THIS ONE UP!!

Bethany had a panic attack yesterday. A very mild one, but her mom still said thats what it was. So, ok, one panic attack is no big deal, but I will not be drug into another Angelica or Desiree. No thank you. Not when they were having them like once a week. What a nightmare that was. I hope Bethany is doing alright today as she decided to stay home from work and just do hw all day.